‘Is it alright to feel that way? Waiting for a man she just knew; is my wait worthy?’ she thought.
He is a man who is par excellence for an average looking and a lost girl like her. He is too good a person.
‘Is my curious heart gone crazy to develop such feelings towards him? How well do I know him? One month on net and another month of talks. Am I moving too fast on the track?’
Lost in her thoughts, she thought of the times when she chatted with him on net and in person. He did look like a caring person.
Just then, her laptop made a tiny sound like ‘teed’ and showed what she has been wishing for. HE IS ONLINE! A “shocking surprise” is always nerve-wrecking for her: a time when you are thinking about a person and all of a sudden that person shows off. Her lazy waiting fingers typed hurriedly.
‘Hey’
‘Hi’
‘How are you? Long time huh?’
‘Yap, some private matters to be taken care of’
‘Good news to ring a bell?’
‘Hell, yes; eager to unveil the super good news to you, dear.’
Ooh, he wrote dear. She smiles to herself. Dear……….
‘I am ready. Go shoot your target to the curiosity me.’
‘The thing is…….I proposed a girl today.’
He proposed someone. Proposed? Proposed? He loved someone else.
It took a while for her to compose.
‘You there……?’
A minute of silence passed by.
‘Cuckooooooo……you there?’
‘Sorry. Extremely sorry, was busy with another thing. Wow, that’s a good news. What’s the response?’
‘Obviously…… yes. Does anyone dare say no to me? LOL’
‘True. No one will say no for a guy like you.’
‘Guy like me, huh? Say, if I proposed you, would you be accepting my proposal?’
I would have gone wild, crazy and mad all together if you have proposed me instead. Please tell me you got the wrong girl. Please let it be me in her place. Please let it be me….
‘Of course. As you said you are hard to resist. :)’
‘Its late. Got to go. Got some plans in the morning.TC!’
Late. How late was I waiting for you? Late and waiting, late and waiting………
‘Ok.Tc.’
She couldn’t sleep after that. She cried in low voice so that she won’t wake sleeping people. She sobbed. She cried all those two good years of tears. Two years of jammed tears. Oh boy! At that moment she came to realize that she hasn’t cried for two years. Two complete years! Thinking of that alone made her cry even more. She couldn’t sleep. When she was half getting into sleep after the long cry, she dreamt of him. In her dream he introduced her to his girl and talked all about her beauty and how wonderful she was. When she woke up, she cried and cried till her alarm clock rang thrice, waking her up.
Her clock showed 6:00. She checked her pillow case and it was all drenched and soaked wet, and has a terrible cloud shape. She was trying to gather up a little, she made her hair and looked in the mirror. Her eyes were red and wet from crying continually. Then she realized she hasn’t use Facebook because her laptop was in no-use state for 2 days. She smiled. It was just a dream. Bad dream and she must have cried in her dream. She was more than just happy because all her life, her dreams have never turned into reality. Not till now. Whatever happens, she said to herself, I will wait for him; for a man who commented on how beautiful my eyes were and for the man who looked terrific in black. I will forever remain his waiting fool…..
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