Fragile, Emotional and the Lost Heart

Like sand sliding through the gaps of my finger;
my heart is sad, frustrated and is filled with anger

Like a baby calling and calling its mother in the dark;
it is scared, it is exhausted and it is afraid, all of that to mark

Why my heart is so fragile, so tender and so emotional?
As if its not a heart but a plastic to play fictional

Falling, rolling, crying and making an effort to stand high;
but the heart, the damn heart is so heavy with tears to weigh

It is weeping, screaming and crying time and timely;
thinking as if it can be heard by someone, someone kindly

Oh my beloved heart! Why aren't you practical and brave?
with other cruel, evil and mystic hearts ready to stab you and crave

Listen carefully my dear heart, you have to be strong;
no heart will last long if its not right and if its wrong and only wrong

Live as if you are brave, as if you are the one who owns the world;
then and then you would no longer be fragile but you would be bold

Don't cry, share and hold onto other hearts and depend;
because in the end, its only you, who is always ready for everything to lend

Bad time, happy moments and sad times, bad times all over again;
you are the only one who understands and what has lost will be gain

At the top.....

Chill and white as winter has fallen

believing not if its being stolen
from god's precious collection

as if it has reached perfection

Here is the place I would dream

striking beauty as it seem

beauty and charm mingled

noone dare it to be singled

Far and wide as I see                                                  
it is as lovely as is free
no disturbance, only calmness
standing with bold and braveness


Your beauty kills me from far
are you really a star
to have everything
and still owns nothing


Seeing you upto that close
is the only option I chose
oh my dear mountain
if there ever is, I wish to be fountain!

What and Why am I Like this?

Trying hard to be brave and crying out within,
Helping others effortlessly but cannot help myself,
Caring and loving but hurting yet over again,
Loving others immensely but being hated back,
Telling others to focus while losing my way,
Informing and inspiring people but forget to apply,
Knowing everything yet feels like knowing nothing,

And even commas get tired to hear for what and why am I like this!

Love means?

Do you know what LOVE means?

Tell me, what love is. Love is nothing more than doubtful word as I go on testing from every angle! Is love simply an attraction? Crash? Crush? Blush? Is it the feelings compiled with happiness, curiosity or the disease we saw on movies and read in novels? When a person is 'in love' cannot eat, sleep or think properly. Is this how love embraces us? Is love only limited with what is being shown in movies and written in books? Is the value of love so small that people tend to realize and adapt with what they hear, see and sense? Is it a wonderful feeling as they say when they are 'in love'? Does having a girlfriend and boyfriend tell others that you are in love? Is this what love is? Is this what love mean to you?

What actually is LOVE?

Roaming Thoughts!

El amore s romantic pero la vida es dificil! (Love is romantic but life is difficult!)

That’s how my life is falling down, deeper and deeper, deep down until there is no place to hide in!

Gosh! It has returned like a nightmare and it is making me crazy; getting in my mind eating the shaky remains of the quake…

Never heard of blood boiling but now I am feeling it boil inside my heart…..

With the morning rays of hopes and dreams, confidence shines out loud reminding me yet over again that nothing is going to be wrong, all will be right and even if rain roars louder than yesterday I must keep on moving a step ahead with the mystic journey led by time.

I am living in the most bizarre situation where in actual terms I think that some serious matters are needed to be taken good care of but I can't help it simply because I am just too happy to ruin the good time blocking all the tensions I held back for quite a long time and cherishing the moment's happiness seems to be the best solution for me!